Going Blind is Hard. Being Blind is Easy
Before I went blind I never imagined people who lose their eyesight grieve their loss. It's tough going through it. There are days I feel jealous of people who take driving for granted like I used to. There are days I feel left out when everybody around me laughs at something I didn't see. There are hard days when I'd sell my soul for just a half hour more of decent eyesight so I could fix the broken oil pan cover flapping under my dad's car or get the hot water in the bathroom shower working again. There are really bad days when I suspect I deserve this and wonder which flaw in my character I'm being punished for. It's hard grieving our lost eyesight. I wish that's all we had to deal with, but there's more coming. What did you want to be when you were growing up? The Apollo missions happened when I was a little kid so all my school mates wanted to be astronauts - after we played for the Dallas Cowboys, of course. We had big dreams back then. All kid...
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